Tuesday, April 18, 2006
i've been moodswinging very very badly today.which is what i hardly do.but actually,all those 'high' moments were totally fake.i was actually crying inside.but i didnt want to show.just cant seem to get over it.not like i didnt study.i studied.but because there was too little time,either that or my brain worked very slowly,i didnt finish.yes.correct.kho suat ling eunice didnt finish her paper.amazing right.what can i do except to cry over spilt milk when i get back my paper...seriously im sick of doing that.but somehow i always do that.and the main reason why i get low marks?carelessness.like what am i supposed to do in order to change that?eunice cant change for nuts.do you know how i hate writing the word 'careless!' with a :'( beside each mistake with my green pen when im doing corrections?it hurts.it really does.how i wish to go back to primary school days..still could remember how hard i cried when i got 82.5 for primary 5 mid-year math exam.even mrs ching was stunned.now,if i get an 82.5 for maths,i would be contented,although it's not really alot.how ironic.that shows how much i've deproved.i really hate myself more after every math test in secondary school.X'(
IT'S GOOD TO LOOK FOR THINGS TO CHEER YOURSELF UP WHEN YOU'RE DOWN!AND IT'S EVEN BETTER WHEN SOMETHING JUST APPEARS AND MAKES YOUR DAY.A SMILE A DAY KEEPS WRINKLES AWAY!SO I SHALL SMILE.(:
speaking of that,i want to thank ALINA!that post really made my day.i was feeling extremely sad on sunday.then i saw your post!yay..THANK YOU!hugs!<3
and one more thing!HAPPY B'DAY TO RACHEL KOH!!!=)
i've been moodswinging very very badly today.which is what i hardly do.but actually,all those 'high' moments were totally fake.i was actually crying inside.but i didnt want to show.just cant seem to get over it.not like i didnt study.i studied.but because there was too little time,either that or my brain worked very slowly,i didnt finish.yes.correct.kho suat ling eunice didnt finish her paper.amazing right.what can i do except to cry over spilt milk when i get back my paper...seriously im sick of doing that.but somehow i always do that.and the main reason why i get low marks?carelessness.like what am i supposed to do in order to change that?eunice cant change for nuts.do you know how i hate writing the word 'careless!' with a :'( beside each mistake with my green pen when im doing corrections?it hurts.it really does.how i wish to go back to primary school days..still could remember how hard i cried when i got 82.5 for primary 5 mid-year math exam.even mrs ching was stunned.now,if i get an 82.5 for maths,i would be contented,although it's not really alot.how ironic.that shows how much i've deproved.i really hate myself more after every math test in secondary school.X'(
IT'S GOOD TO LOOK FOR THINGS TO CHEER YOURSELF UP WHEN YOU'RE DOWN!AND IT'S EVEN BETTER WHEN SOMETHING JUST APPEARS AND MAKES YOUR DAY.A SMILE A DAY KEEPS WRINKLES AWAY!SO I SHALL SMILE.(:
speaking of that,i want to thank ALINA!that post really made my day.i was feeling extremely sad on sunday.then i saw your post!yay..THANK YOU!hugs!<3
and one more thing!HAPPY B'DAY TO RACHEL KOH!!!=)
Eunice wished upon a star* at
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