ihategettingsick. went to school for like,one hour to take my zao ju test.then took a cab home.changed and went to see the doctor.(i somehow dont trust that clinic.last time when i thought my cough was not serious,he said i had bronchitis.now my throat is so bad that i cant even talk properly,she said it was nothing serious.just drink lots of water will do.now i dont know which doctor to trust.hmph.ohwell.) sigh i hate missing school..wonder what the others are doing now.and worst of all im going to miss training afterwards.this is only my sixth (or isit seventh?) training and im going to miss it.poof.I WANT TO SHOOT!!!!i miss that 'bang' sound. i want to shoot! i want to shoot! i want to shoot! i want to shoot! sigh.hey i realised that i've become addicted to shooting.now i love shooting!why must i be sick?!aiyer...stupid virus.shoot you until you die!wait.virus is a half non-living thing.so it cant die.aiyah im talking rot.virus go away!!!:( i want to shoot.x(