i feel so..broken up inside.i cant take this any longer.why must you treat us like that.i've been tolerating this for a long time.i wish that i can..just..end it like that.but i have to think of others.so i cant do it.dont force me.if im left with no choice,dont blame me for doing so.i will not care anymore.im trying to control myself now.just.dont.force.me.i mean it.really. someone please hug me now.i really feel terrible.x'(