Monday, February 20, 2006
bad day today.cried alot.jiangyue even said that i broke my personal record cos i cried continuously from lunch time to 1.45pm.but that's not the point.point is.im really really feeling very sad today.(someone comfort me..:'( )
the day started quite okay for the first few periods.though i felt unwell during science lesson and had to borrow dorothy's jacket.(thanks dotty!=P)i was quite high during drama lesson as usual..amused by mr gary tang's jokes and qian as well.then math lesson..miss teng wrote some chinese words on the board and was going to tell us something interesting when mr han suddenly walked into the class.then she erased everything and ran away.haha.so cute.xP
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then..my tears start to flow gradually.dont know why i was that sad at that time.he said that we had to change sitting arrangements cos our class has been receiving bad comments from many teachers about some of our behaviours and there are too many cliques in our class or something to that sort.like changing our seats is going to be of any help!to make it worse,other than jean,the others who are close to me are sitting so far away.qian and dorothy are at the other side of the classroom.i know we are still in the same classroom but why change our places now?they could have done that in the beginning of the year so at least we would get used to it by now and not feel so...wierd.i dont know.eventually there'll still be cliques.so i dont know why they are making us so miserable now.whatever.x(
*to all my ex-tablemates,dont let this thing affect how close we are okay?i really dont want to treat you all like those hi-bye friends in future.yupp.friends forever!(",) *
on the other hand,after reflecting,i feel that i wont be saying all this if our class had been more united in the first place.as in,now we are sitting with people whom we dont know very well or seldom talk to.and we all dont really like that cos it makes us feel wierd.so im trying to adapt.hope other people feel this way too.or else i really dont think we are even a teeny weeny bit united as a class.and by saying all these i dont mean that i hate or dislike all those who are sitting next to me now okay.i just need time to know you all more!yupp.just get used to it and everything will be back to normal.=P
okay enough about that.if not i'll really cry non-stop after posting this.another thing that spoilt my day was..the chinese test.i didnt expect my marks to be that low.i wasstill crying fighting back my tears when sun lao shi was giving them back.i knew i would cry cos even qian got **/53,which is not even near her standard at all.and then,when she read out my marks i couldnt stand it anymore and.ya.i cried again.so what if there are many failures in our class?so what if i wasnt the worst.so what if i passed?to me it's really total failure.i deproved alot.and i really mean alot.thanks to all those who tried to cheer me up.i really needed that at that time.if not i would really be..wan2 quan2 beng1 kui4.ya.thanks again.
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stupid day.hope tomorrow'll be better.
bad day today.cried alot.jiangyue even said that i broke my personal record cos i cried continuously from lunch time to 1.45pm.but that's not the point.point is.im really really feeling very sad today.(someone comfort me..:'( )
the day started quite okay for the first few periods.though i felt unwell during science lesson and had to borrow dorothy's jacket.(thanks dotty!=P)i was quite high during drama lesson as usual..amused by mr gary tang's jokes and qian as well.then math lesson..miss teng wrote some chinese words on the board and was going to tell us something interesting when mr han suddenly walked into the class.then she erased everything and ran away.haha.so cute.xP
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then..my tears start to flow gradually.dont know why i was that sad at that time.he said that we had to change sitting arrangements cos our class has been receiving bad comments from many teachers about some of our behaviours and there are too many cliques in our class or something to that sort.like changing our seats is going to be of any help!to make it worse,other than jean,the others who are close to me are sitting so far away.qian and dorothy are at the other side of the classroom.i know we are still in the same classroom but why change our places now?they could have done that in the beginning of the year so at least we would get used to it by now and not feel so...wierd.i dont know.eventually there'll still be cliques.so i dont know why they are making us so miserable now.whatever.x(
*to all my ex-tablemates,dont let this thing affect how close we are okay?i really dont want to treat you all like those hi-bye friends in future.yupp.friends forever!(",) *
on the other hand,after reflecting,i feel that i wont be saying all this if our class had been more united in the first place.as in,now we are sitting with people whom we dont know very well or seldom talk to.and we all dont really like that cos it makes us feel wierd.so im trying to adapt.hope other people feel this way too.or else i really dont think we are even a teeny weeny bit united as a class.and by saying all these i dont mean that i hate or dislike all those who are sitting next to me now okay.i just need time to know you all more!yupp.just get used to it and everything will be back to normal.=P
okay enough about that.if not i'll really cry non-stop after posting this.another thing that spoilt my day was..the chinese test.i didnt expect my marks to be that low.i was
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stupid day.hope tomorrow'll be better.
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